MOODY MONDAY

Okay I'm back! I just needed some time to think and process everything that has happened over the last month, and it didn't feel right to put a color to it. The funeral service was beautiful! My husband and all his siblings did a wonderful job at speaking and giving tribute to their Dad. We all miss him so much!

2 Green I have been doing pretty well. I've seen my therapist once a week for the past 3 weeks. Once with my husband. Once with my mom, and once for myself. The husband and I are good. She doesn't feel like we really need to go together anymore. If my mom is willing to go back then there is probably more stuff to work on. My therapist was pretty straightforward with my mom on some things last time. I'm use to my therapist. That's why I love her, but I'm not sure what my mom thought of the whole session. I saw my therapist today and she said that it was very impressive the way I was able to communicate with my mom last week. She also said this is the most stable I have been ever!

So things are moving along as they should be. My homework assignment is for both me and my husband. Since we both feel like our family isn't complete we are to pray to find out how Heavenly Father would want us to go about adding to our family. I know my therapist would push for us to adopt. I also know she is just doing her job. She has to tell me the risks. I told her adoption would be a lot of hard work. She held up my file and said you have been coming here since March 31st 2010 and then she asked me has this been hard work? She said you do not want to lose all this work you have done. I know I have a lot of thinkin and prayin to do, and I don't take this decision lightly.

Have a fantastic week with those you love! Happy Thanksgiving!